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I’ve decided to enroll
at an educated school, dreamt of making a name on my own, to stand out on every
crowd, and excel beyond ones expectations.

 

I am suffering so
much right now that I myself know that I don’t deserve to be treated and to be
judge like this. With what a stupid stranger did and through his/her help, my true
friends proved something, they/he/she made me realize the difference between the
“real” and just-the-available and because I have enough enemies, I am still
lucky coz my list too is filled up with “the real ones”.

 

Being stabbed in
the back with your secrets/private things? Traitors who know everything about
your soul, backstabber’s who exactly know where to hit and make it hurt most, everything
is really possible. Your closest friends, the ones you trusted can just use
every little piece of information against you.

 

Is it really worth
the trouble? To be nice when all people want/do is to break your soul? To the
person/people who’s been doing all this talk sh*ts about me, to you who’s been
researching every single thing that surrounds me, for you who gives soo much importance to me, to the one who has this huge interest in me, to the one who kept on spending
time ruining my life, for you who just kept on making up stories and spreading
those lies, I have five words for you: You’re not
worth it.

 

With what happened
now, I wasn’t the one who invaded someone else’s privacy, messed up someone
else’s life, made a wrong impression of someone. As for me, my family, my real
friends and the rest of the faculty, we know that I have done nothing wrong. I
just accepted, took a risk, fought, stayed strong, cared and loved someone who
showed sincerity to have that one last chance. It is up to you to judge me according
to what you have seen and heard. I wasn’t supposed to explain, you should not
have seen those anyway but since someone is rude enough to mess on someone else’s
life then it is still my concern coz I was the victim yet I still get the
credit of having all the consequences. If you still consider yourselves as my
friend? Let’s do each other a favor, instead of bragging about what happened?
Just learn to fight with me.

 

As said by a friend
“She wont stick to your level NOT because she’s
weak rather it’s because she’s young and mature enough to handle “older”
insecure people like you!”

btw, with what you’re doing right now might be successful on making me cry, but did you know that you’re just making me stronger to just wipe it all off and laugh?. Eniwei, i have something for you stupid stranger, hope you like it. :)                                 

 

*mmmwah!

Other than this, I
have nothing else to say… What about you?

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